4th day(Doer)

You don't know
how desperated and thirsty you are
until you open your eyes wide
and have them imprinted into your eyes.
 
Go for it.

Grasp it.

Never studied at all today
but gained a little change
to my stupid mind-set.

The clock shows five to twelve,
where I should shut off my lappy,
freshen myself and go to bed.

Stepping into the fourth day.
"Proposal has been made
which the objective is to,
without a doubt, fly the poor guy up :D "
A detailed plan is what you need next. 
Stay tuned for more stories about
the building of my dream.

Doer vs Thinker

我自认悟性高，但遗憾，
有想法和实现想法，
完全是两回事。
我还需要学习，
尽管失败了多少次。

Look at the Maslow's Pyramid.
It's what I should be achieving.
Be a DOER and make things happen,
YOU ASSHOLE THINKER.

First day. A brand new day
with new way of thinking.

15/6 (2)

It is with our deepest regret to inform you that you were unsuccessful...




 
As what I had expected,
good news didn't come to me eventually,
I'm now one step further from the gate,
but it has strengthened my determination :)

15/6

282th. 15/6/2011 Wednesday 0133am
I did really learn from the lesson.

I switched off the light, at half past twelve,
tried to fall asleep, on my bed with the blanket,
but somehow, I failed, couldn't fall asleep.
It must be because of the super duper
long nap that I had taken yesterday afternoon,
I said, softly and guiltily.

Transfered from my notebook(Not blog)
Chance is only once. It's either you hold it tightly in your hands or let it go like the bubbles that children blow, consequently, they burst and disappear in the air. forever. It seems that I screwed it out again, by wasting the chance. Nothing much I can say, while it's my own fault. Say goodbye, even though you don't wish to do so, sometimes, you still have to. Looking out at the window, the birds, they are flying high, like they will never come back. 3/6/2011 Friday 0145pm

Gonna shut down my lappy,
and try to sleep again, second try.
I need a second shoot, what I need
is a second shoot, please please please.
Ready for the bad news.

281th

13/6/11 Monday 1:05am

手集团首次邀请海外演艺团体，
 与中国“八大槌”共同呈现的
《日月杵音》圆满结束了，
除了星期四的开幕和首演，
我共做了四场的前台人员，
更准确地说，是撕票员，
及负责监场带位的引座员，
如同上回，从其他伙伴那里
共享了不少的欢乐，
即使有人不在队伍中，
也有“熟悉的新人”加入。

但怂恿我来这部落格扫尘，
还是我本身的工作表现，
星期六晚上，悠问：
原来你有给自己评分的啊？
（遗憾加对自己少许失望）
我只给自己一个60分及格，
最大的弱点就是不醒目，
只会等待指示，或则不知所措，
例如：Disabled door早开了，
不是说什么想太多麻烦自己，
是觉得有反省，有回顾，
才会发现错误，得到进步，
这次，又学到东西了 :D

最后一场，就只有perfect，
当场有种奇怪的感觉，
不清楚，不是后悔，
是觉得，我应该
还可以做些什么，
很想继续和这队伍成长，
除了打鼓以外，
还有一些事情，大概
是我可以做的，是吧？
我想探讨更多，更多。
手集团和中华接着的活动，
若可以，我希望我会在。


我不喜欢往事重提，
let the pass go by,
now control your present,
and build your future,
chattering is useless,
but time is wasted.

Still, Boston is here,
my heart is there,
the feeling is weird,
dream high, fly high.

Be more considerate!