微笑

擦肩而过 李圣杰

果然，如果要EMO，
张信哲或李圣杰的歌
还是最适合的良伴，
只是我告诉过自己，
不能，也没有必要
把自己逼入死角。
也许我天生乐观，
但科学也证明了，
快乐是可以学习的。
每个灵魂需要一个泄口，
释放不好的负能量，
怎样都好，希望大家，
可以找到一个属于自己，
更好的方法去放下痛苦。


我要身旁的每个人，
特别是我关心的，
都是快乐的。
笑一个可爱的 :)

倒数一个月。

21

Mom almost called me every night in my exam weeks,
she didn't say much but asked some questions
like what other parents normally do.
1st  Q: What're you doing?
2nd Q: Have you taken your meal?
3rd and the following..blah blah blah.
In the end the parents finish their talk
with "Remember to study and sleep early!

I didn't give much response on the phone,
since talking is not my strength, only blow water is!
However I understand this is how she cares me,
sometimes her words warm my heart.
I can't remember since when I got such feeling.
Flasing back to the days when I was younger,
her nagging would really get me irritated.
Undeniably, a lot of things have happened
and changed my attitude in the past few years.
Adults are sometimes complicated in their mind and I believe
we can only fully understand when we go nearer to that age.

Sleeping has become difficult for me recently,
unlike my roommate, now I could only fall asleep
after tossing and turning over in my bed
for at least half an hour every single night,
at times I was also shocked to find out that
I woke up in the middle for toilet
while this actually didn't happen before.
Fortunately, or unfortunately some literates would say,
I still dream everyday. (Dreaming means it's a bad quality sleep)
All these really got me feeling sick, that's why today I'm here,
I request all my friends to be my witness,
I'm going to have a new healthy lifestyle!
Call me bastard if you see me online and awake
after 12 o'clock next time :DD


Once so long ago, I read this quote from a book,
saying "Each person is interesting in his own way".
Sounds true. So as the way we treat and care him.
Bringing this statement into family and relationship, problems solved.
Don't make yourself lost in the new condition.
One should learn to lead his own life
when everything surrounding him fails,
then he will find the exit back to the track.

Yeah, mom said,
I'm steping into 21
according to Chinese Calander!

The Sky

Okay. The picture and the words below
is actually a sharing I got from my friend
who works as a pilot for Airasia.

this is something you dont get to see when travelling as passengers. And seeing this during an early morning flight brightens up your day. trust me. and this is something that motivates the pilots to keep on going with their jobs. - early morning rising sun with low clouds covering everywhere. from covering in total darkness until the moment we penetrate from beneath the clouds and seeing this view with your own eyes,it's simply priceless and unimaginable.. - My friend says.

I believe this is true :DDD
People always ask me WHY
whenever I tell them I want to be a PILOT
or AIRCRAFT MAINTENANCE ENGINEER
as my second choice of my career.
In fact I never feel bored to answer them
but I think this picture will simply talk the story.

If you know me well,
I believe you will also be aware that
I damn like the sky and the stars,
they are nothing but so significant for me,
more like a good companion which will never run away
and never fail to cheer me up when I feel upset.
It's because of them, I found my dream
and it's them that support my dream,
which is to fly up in the sky,
touch the clouds,
go nearer to the stars,
and feel the moonshine :DDD

Before I put a stop here,
I would like to share some pictures of my collection as well.

Good Luck

Good Luck, this phrase has become
a mention in my everyday speech recently.
Actually "Good luck" is a Japanese Television Drama
in 2003 which is starring Takuya Kimura(木村拓哉).
The story revolves around a young and inexperienced pilot
who struggles to achieve his dream of becoming a captain some day.
I have really got much inspiration from this drama.
beside the Hong Kong TVB Drama "Triumph in the skies".

I'm not certain if I can become one
like those pilots in the dramas,
but I will try, as hard as I can.
So Good Luck :DDD

By the way, to who might be reading this now,
it's embarassing to see "0 comments" here.
Please leave some if you could,
it would be the greater excitement and encouragement for me.
Don't make me look so pity lar :DDDDD

talking

Talking about things can be hard,
especially if they are difficult feelings,
for example, confession,
those three words look simple,
but we know it's a lot of courage
that you need to support them.

I don't really dare to talk,
so that as an alternate,
I started blogging and converting
my every sensation into words,
in a way that I think it's cool,
with a stupid assumption that
everyone would read and understand me
by reading my words,
although it's not at most of the times.

当你发现真爱就在你面前的时候，
你就会心甘情愿的当一个傻子!
一个就算被拒绝几百遍，
都不会放弃的傻子 - 《偷心大圣ps男》

Revision time. Good Luck :DDD
Final examinations of Semester 4.

I have a target that I have loved for four years.

Sometimes, I think she knows about my feeling

even though I did not confess to her "properly".

Didn't plan to do so at the very beginning because

I was afraid of losing a friend, not planning to do so

at the moment because I believe she is already in a relationship.

I suck, keep convincing myself that I will do so eventually but actually not. :DDDDDD

However, I believe she may have already got irritated and impatient

with the timidity and cowardice of the boy who have been taking 

four years to summon the nerve to ask her out :DDDDDDDD

Bro

Last Saturday, I went to send Kah Hann off.
I drove him and another six friends with my car
all the way from Sri Gombak, one of our bases,
to Low Cost Carrier Terminal, where Airasia X is based,
through MEX Highway, it was a nice journey and experience.
It has been four years since Jan Hoong migrated to New Zieland
and we are now turning into twenty.
I mean, we all have grown up and nobody cried this time,
at least I did not. However, I will miss him.
This tough guy is a real friend.He has done a lot of touching things
which I should not and cannot forget,
like how he helped me to recover from my worst moments in 2008.
Not to mention, he's the one who my mum believes most.

I hope he think I'm different.
All the best in Taipei, bro!

Two are gone. 2007 when we were still in Form 3.

3th September 2011,
after waving hand to him at the gate,
a question kept appearing in my mind,
like a bee in my head -
When is my turn to fly?
I'm becoming more desperate
from day to day. I hope I won't wait long.