Why I was being rude.

I know this's very weird,

like a male lion which defends its pride's territory,

I don't welcome visitors to my place,

no matter it's my own house or hostel.

House is for my dearest family,

hostel is for my batchmates,

anyone other than those mentioned above are visitors.

Just saying.

Mum always says that I'm isolated,

maybe she's right but all I want is

actually a quiet environment where I can rest well.

Don't be fooled by my appearance.

I could frighteningly fight like a lion.

This picture is not so convincing though :D

Covering my eyes because you're lethally beautiful.

Some feelings.

Still listening. This song really inspires me.
I like how the video was made.
I like its lyrics.
I like Katy Perry's voice.
It's certainly one of her best songs
which I must share in this little world of my own.
I believe listening to this song could help you feel better
when you're in a really tough time.

Another hit which I have heard lately.
The Police - Every breath you take.
I thought I would use this to give some hints at first
because it sounded like a great romantic love song
when I first listened to it but somehow later
I felt that it's more like an ultimate stalker song.
Never mind, I just listen when I stalk.

He actually wanted to say he's kinda lost in your eyes.

Alright, off for supper.
Gotta put on some weight.

Lost

Why do I care about someone's thoughts of me
while I'm actually not anyone for that someone?

I'm so damn lost.
I'd better go to hit the wall or
find myself some sense of security.

Progress.

So I finally have another post here exactly in the span of a month!
Actually, I have always had some thoughts and feelings going through my head,
but my life has been busy and changeful in the past one month.
(With a bit of laziness set in :P)

How am I doing now? Well.
Next Monday would be my batch's one year anniversary.
Yes, I have been undergoing my training in KB for almost one year.
Progress is getting slower but since the academy still keeps telling us that
we could graduate on time, I don't want to talk about this anymore,
I'm grateful that at least we have finished all our ground school syllabus and
we're halfway to get our second pilot license which is PPL.
For your information, a pilot, who does traditional ab-initio training,
will be issued 4 licenses in his or her career.
Those 4 licenses are:
SPL(Which I'm holding now, Student Pilot License)
PPL(Which enables you to fly for leisure only, Private Pilot License)
CPL(Which you must have to be an airline pilot, Commercial Pilot License)
ATPL(Which you must have to be an airline captain, Airline Transport Pilot License)

Talking about the one year anniversary, my batchmates and I
just went to Four Season Restaurant for dinner as an early celebration two days ago.
The food was nice but Inyggaran and I were vegetarian for that day, how unfortunate.
However, it's one of the meaningful day of our batch,
I wish we could stay united and it could be celebrated for years.


I changed the background music again,
it's "Firework" by Katy Perry this time.
Thanks to F, we the Chinese gang had an awesome night yesterday,
we had some drinks, played cards, drove to Mcdonald's at midnight,
came back when the clock showed four,
all these where I thought I would never do so,
sometimes, I really think I need some more guts and havocness.