Rush

Two papers,
40 hours for single engine,
55 hours for simulator and twin engine remaining.
Now please tell me that I could finish the course by Chinese New Year.

There're too many things I want to do and change about my life,
but I have no initiative and don't know where to start.
How about keeping the to-do-list away until the 21st birthday?
It's an excuse but at least I could be free and happy for few more days.
Rain, you'd better be gone by early November like what the press reported
because I want to fly maximum hours!

A friend of mine told me that I had changed recently.

I've been thinking and wanting to write something about it since then. 

I thought changing was necessary to grow up. It always is.

Without changing, you won't know what you actually want. 

Everyday we come up with some new thoughts, 

so your perception doesn't really matter to me.
I have never, I don't and I'll never care how others see me.
That's who I'm.

Keep calm and it's Scorpio season.

Sociality

They say all human beings are social,

I'm not sure how true this statement is,

I think some people are just naturally more socialable than me
I've always been trying hard to be one like them. 

However, for me, being social doesn't necessarily mean making more friends,
what I'm pursuing is more to break out of my comfort zone

and feel proud for other people's achievements.

In fact, the first part actually seems a little difficult to me 

as I'm over protective and less talkative sometimes

but the main point which I want to bring out is 
please be assured that whenever I say something,
be it congratulations, sorry or whatever,

I really mean it deep in my heart because I never do things for protocols.

If you think I look cool or LCLY,
probably you don't know me well enough.
Anyway, the life is a non-stop learning process.
I'm still learning. Criticism and praise are always welcome.