大秘仪塔罗牌的第1张，
也是最后的第22张牌，
是一个开始，也是一个结束。
图案是一个人快活地站在悬崖边。
有的解释是他十分愚蠢，
缺乏理性判断的能力；
有的则指出他极端崇向精神层面，
不在乎现实。
总括来说就是凭直接行事，
没有拒绝和抵抗的能力，
同时代表了愚蠢，冲动和虚无。
不过他们之中较成熟的，
则会从生命的历练中学取经验，
然后成为自己理想中的人。
The card above might describe me the best.
Life in the past has been a mess where
I kept on making mistakes and also
screwed up things. Anyway,
today I'm here not only wanting to repent for what I have done,
there are actually some thoughts in my mind that
I couldn't just let them go but at the same time,
I'm facing some problems on how to convert them into words.
So, let's make it short and straightforward,
no all could saint, no all could be perfect,
however, by learning from the experience,
I would try all I can to be a better man
as I have wanted to be,
no matter how hard it is.
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