保佑

发了一个很恐怖的梦，
让我立刻跳醒过来，
老天爷，我郑重告诉你，
如果你需要人陪你，
你直接来找我就好了，
请不要动我亲人一根毫毛，
要不然我跟你势不两立。

感谢你保佑我成为飞机师，
但我更宁愿全家平安健康，
必要时用来交换也在所不惜，
请你务必要继续保佑我们家，
最多我来世做马做牛服侍你。

不认识的你

你、你、你真的很美丽，
我、我、我实在很欢喜。
小姐、小姐、请你考进亚航，
因为、因为、我很想认识你。

哈哈，我也太好笑了，
还是需要时间确定一下，
别再让冲动骗了自己。

Just received email from company,
they wanted me to do eye and medical check up,
which the cost has to be borne by myself,
no choice, I should know very well that
it is a budget airline, however,
I'm still grateful and happy that
my dream has finally been achieved.

People say the workload of their pilots is heavy,
but I think it would be a very good company to
start my career and obtain experience.

Pilot with stewardess, really?:P
不认识的你，请不要让别人太快追到你。

感恩

烟火很灿烂，心却很沮丧，
我不是喜欢反传统的人，
只是对我而言，
烟火爆竹是变相浪费，
看着数百千，甚至数百万，
在空中燃烧，消逝，我无奈，
感觉之前我所做的一切，
已经变得微不足道，
那些钱可以帮很多人了。

我深深相信，
与其短暂的美丽，
真实的温饱和关心，
更能带给人欢乐。
想想昨晚乒乒乓的夜里，
有多少人因你而不能入眠，
有多少人在寒冷的骑楼下瑟缩，
有多少人在某个角落束肚挨饿，
我要表达的是，用那些钱做善事，
不是更好，更有意义吗？
有人会说我想太多，
但就是想得不够多，
人类才活得悲苦。

最近过去的一段时间里，
我用了少许极端的方法修行，
家人取笑说我不如去当和尚，
我不语，但的确稍有体会。
对我说享受舞台有点可笑，
我更喜欢给与人家一些阳光。

四月-开开心心训练去，
梦想成真，衷心感谢：
所有我拜过的神明，
所有的邓家历代祖先，
（特别是公公婆婆和叔叔）
所有鼓励过我的家人，
所有帮助过我的网友，
所有给过我希望的铁鸟。
在此吁请各位平时乐善好施，
拜天敬佛，当你山穷水尽之时，
也许还会有奇迹出现。

祝： 平安 健康 快乐 事顺
共同期待明天更美丽的阳光。
跟妈提起短暂出家的事:P 感恩。

"Where no dream is so big"
Thanks AirAsia and Mr.Tony.

"I am single. I love being alone to think.
I like talking, but never so much on random chatter.
I am odd, but perhaps a lovable one.
This is me, but only the skin-deep me.
The real me is buried deep inside." From Zhai Gen,
where I think it rather suits me as well.

Going to Singapore soon after the briefing.
Will come back and prepare for my training
after a short stay in the neighbouring country.
Boss said the four quarter was good and
I'm pretty sure that it would be an exciting year ahead.

.

Fxxx.
Today is the worst day in my life.

Life and Choices

Life is about making choices.
It's simple enough, you make a choice,
you don't look back but keep yourself moving forwards,
keep making another best choice instead of reacting to life.
Yeah, sometimes it's a painful decision making, it does hurt,
both you and the people surrounding you,
yet it's now the way of the World and survival.
Some people might think it's a betrayal, disrespect or whatsoever,
I say it's a transformation, a progress towards a better prospect,
or a striving for a better YOU that you dream to be,
in response to the changes happening around us,
every day, hour, minute or even second.

Not so long ago, I have read a very good sentence
in a blog of my friend's, he's a wise and smart guy,
he said, "Life is ever so wonderful and sorrowful.
Life is sometimes unbearable and uncontainable."
Yes, I'm here back to life that we always talk about.
To be frank, it's really funny to see a guy
throwing a wet blanket on his friend,
asking the latter one to change his life,
resign from his work for any reason.
Well, I always think that we have no the rights to do so,
to interfere with other people's plans. What for?
It's his life and he knows what is best for him.

In my case, I certainly know what I want
after failing so many people and things,
maybe I have hurt someone in the process,
I say sorry then. So sorry. Nothing than sorry.
Few more hours to the final lap,
I don't know how it will turn up,
however, I will just try my best,
for my sake and of course my family.
I hope I can get a very good birthday present
and Christmas present for them.
I know I didn't treat popo well
when she was still around, but tonight,
I hope she could appear in my dreams
and give me some blessings. HAHA. Yeah.
Shame on "ME".

HD 417

The clock on my desk shows it's 2:20am now
where I should be studying like hell actually
for the last paper of my final examinations.
Despite that, I still feel like writing something on my blog,
okay, I wish I won't come back to this room
or even this faculty after I check out tomorrow.

Even though it's a little risky to put all my hopes on that
but I more than believe that I'll eventually get it,
achieve it and hold it tight in my hands soon, very soon.
I'm putting all eggs in a basket, as a Chinese saying goes,
break the caldrons and sink the boat! 破釜沉舟。
No more castle in the air and no more tragedy.

I'm gonna miss this room, HD417,
I would say I was lucky to have owned
the biggest room in Dahlia hall with nice balcony xD

Am learning not to care about what the others say,
I live for my own and, of course, my family.

luck.

Thanks Buddha and my ancestors,
I knew I was blessed and lucky.
However, the next round is nothing
but the toughest one, I believe.
So I say, do not feel happy too early
as the unseen yet real obstruction
is still concealing behind the corner there.

Didn't sleep and eat any thing since 24 hours ago
but I don't feel hungry, it's why I call myself "Iron Man".
Patrick said he didn't want to see my at the graveyard,
yeah, I don't want too, at least not before I achieve my dream!
Assessment 3 of the diploma is over. Finals are next.
Final stage. Good Luck!

Learned something new from Jie Guan recently,
9gag is really an interesting site and I would strongly recommend it
if you need some refreshment or de-stressing agent.

waiting.

当每个人都在说那些年的时候，
我在期待Underworld 4的强势归来，
靠，他不会log也可以活得好好的，
我不看这戏也是可以活得好好的。

Feeling fidgety and restless recently,
it has been more than two weeks since last time,
but the email has not reached my mailbox yet,
the waiting is slowly killing me.
I hope it's a good news.

I hate this short semester,
examinations come every fortnight.
Good that I have 300 pages, more or less,
to flip over for tomorrow's examinations,
the last assessments before our finals,
hectic life, isn't it? And terrifying one.

Our library is really a good place for study,
even though it's not that high-class as the other colleges' ones,
at least there are some babes to see when you feel bored,
much better than moulding alone in the room, yeah,
would be better if I get to take some phone numbers :D

Dream

"Dream and give yourself a permission
to envision a YOU that you choose to be." by Joy Page.

Remember no dream is too big,
and dreaming is where the great people start with.

feeling

Same as the others, I thought this song represented a person
until this morning where I was listening to this song,
more attentively in headset, I realised it's actually a feeling,
a feeling that I can't clearly describe with words,
but it makes my thoughts and actions explainable.

Well, it sounds so mysterious, I know.
Nothing is more important than family.
And I'm not a one single-minded :)
Thanks God, I finally end the bad days.
"Boston" - by Augustana.

Looking forward to working in the airline,
perhaps I can make friends with some beautiful stewardesses :P
One more long semester to go, or shorter?
Someday, I'll be standing/sitting in front of Mr. Tony Fernandes,
my idol and mentor, saying"Boss, let's go for high tea!"