Dreams

Everybody dreams.   Everybody dreams. Children dream, Adults dream, Old people dream. I dream, too. I dream about the friends with whom I'll grow old, I dream about the person whose hands I'll hold, I dream about being young and in love, I dream about loved ones, looking down from above. I dream of the places I'll one day see, I dream of being wild and free, I dream of my house, high on the rocks, I dream of the sand underneath my socks. I dream of the people I'd love to greet, I dream of the things I'll say when we meet, I dream of hearing their voices sing, I dream of being happy with everything. I dream of travelling with a map in my hand, I dream of never coming back to this land, I dream of finding myself - in sense I dream of jumping far off this fence. I dream of any things that one day I'll know, I dream of the freedom: a dream I won't let go, I dream of my future and marvel at my pride As my heart is flying and singing inside. Find me a corner, Let me dream for thousands of years, dream my life, as the poem implies.  Sometime, somewhere, somehow, for some reasons, I dream, about  someone, something and some dreams. The destination is only one, but the roads diverge in many sites, though we try, bitterness of life, can't be avoided, with sigh, and lies, we pretend to be high, say bye to the cloudy sky, bring yourself back to the line.  I won't be destroyed :) Another exhausting week this is. He and she, she and he, he and she, she and he, I don't wanna play. That's all. There will be a right moment, when it's not polluted. Oh right, call me 邓颖糠, and 邓兴糠 already died.

4th day(Doer)

You don't know
how desperated and thirsty you are
until you open your eyes wide
and have them imprinted into your eyes.
 
Go for it.

Grasp it.

Never studied at all today
but gained a little change
to my stupid mind-set.

The clock shows five to twelve,
where I should shut off my lappy,
freshen myself and go to bed.

Stepping into the fourth day.
"Proposal has been made
which the objective is to,
without a doubt, fly the poor guy up :D "
A detailed plan is what you need next. 
Stay tuned for more stories about
the building of my dream.

Doer vs Thinker

我自认悟性高，但遗憾，
有想法和实现想法，
完全是两回事。
我还需要学习，
尽管失败了多少次。

Look at the Maslow's Pyramid.
It's what I should be achieving.
Be a DOER and make things happen,
YOU ASSHOLE THINKER.

First day. A brand new day
with new way of thinking.

15/6 (2)

It is with our deepest regret to inform you that you were unsuccessful...




 
As what I had expected,
good news didn't come to me eventually,
I'm now one step further from the gate,
but it has strengthened my determination :)

15/6

282th. 15/6/2011 Wednesday 0133am
I did really learn from the lesson.

I switched off the light, at half past twelve,
tried to fall asleep, on my bed with the blanket,
but somehow, I failed, couldn't fall asleep.
It must be because of the super duper
long nap that I had taken yesterday afternoon,
I said, softly and guiltily.

Transfered from my notebook(Not blog)
Chance is only once. It's either you hold it tightly in your hands or let it go like the bubbles that children blow, consequently, they burst and disappear in the air. forever. It seems that I screwed it out again, by wasting the chance. Nothing much I can say, while it's my own fault. Say goodbye, even though you don't wish to do so, sometimes, you still have to. Looking out at the window, the birds, they are flying high, like they will never come back. 3/6/2011 Friday 0145pm

Gonna shut down my lappy,
and try to sleep again, second try.
I need a second shoot, what I need
is a second shoot, please please please.
Ready for the bad news.

281th

13/6/11 Monday 1:05am

手集团首次邀请海外演艺团体，
 与中国“八大槌”共同呈现的
《日月杵音》圆满结束了，
除了星期四的开幕和首演，
我共做了四场的前台人员，
更准确地说，是撕票员，
及负责监场带位的引座员，
如同上回，从其他伙伴那里
共享了不少的欢乐，
即使有人不在队伍中，
也有“熟悉的新人”加入。

但怂恿我来这部落格扫尘，
还是我本身的工作表现，
星期六晚上，悠问：
原来你有给自己评分的啊？
（遗憾加对自己少许失望）
我只给自己一个60分及格，
最大的弱点就是不醒目，
只会等待指示，或则不知所措，
例如：Disabled door早开了，
不是说什么想太多麻烦自己，
是觉得有反省，有回顾，
才会发现错误，得到进步，
这次，又学到东西了 :D

最后一场，就只有perfect，
当场有种奇怪的感觉，
不清楚，不是后悔，
是觉得，我应该
还可以做些什么，
很想继续和这队伍成长，
除了打鼓以外，
还有一些事情，大概
是我可以做的，是吧？
我想探讨更多，更多。
手集团和中华接着的活动，
若可以，我希望我会在。


我不喜欢往事重提，
let the pass go by,
now control your present,
and build your future,
chattering is useless,
but time is wasted.

Still, Boston is here,
my heart is there,
the feeling is weird,
dream high, fly high.

Be more considerate!

AirAsia Now Everyone Can Fly T-Shirt
AirAsia 100 Million Passengers T-Shirt (Male Cutting)
AirAsia Plane T-Shirt
AirAsia Been Around The World Male T-Shirt
AirAsia Slim Mouse with LED Light
AirAsia ''Remove Before Flight'' 
AirAsia 3D Puzzle Plane
AirAsia Rotating Plane Watch
AirAsia Exclusive Lat Plane Model A320 (Scale 1:150)
AirAsia Aircraft Model A340 AAX (Scale 1:200)
AirAsia A320 Model Aircraft (Scale 1:150)
AirAsia A330 Model Aircraft (Scale 1: 200)
AirAsia A340 Oakland Raiders Model Aircraft (Scale 1: 200)
Malaysia Airlines Triple Fridge Magnet & Free Plane Key Chain Set 
Malaysia Airlines Triple Key Chains 
Malaysia Airlines Aircraft Model B777-200 Freedom of Space with Landing Gear and Stand (1:200 scale) 
Malaysia Airlines Aircraft Model B777-200 with Landing Gear and Stand (1:200 scale) 
Malaysia Airlines Aircraft Model A330-300 with Landing Gear and Stand (1:200 scale) 
Malaysia Airlines nübyplane™ Backpack 

Buy that, buy this, wow this, wow that,
Why do they promote so many things
while I'm now actually saving up for my trips?
There are just some kind of irresistable temptations.
The sad thing is the currency and
expenses in Singapore is high, very shit,
approximately RM700 for 3 days 2 nights and flights,
RM2.40 buy SGD1. Gotta IKAT PERUT for months.


Singapore Airshow, I'm coming =)

感觉依旧

驾车回家的路上我说，
这篇一定要用华文写，
才可以完整地表达
此时此刻我的想法。

明天实习生考二团，
我没有在里面，
有时候我会觉得自己
放弃的理由很牵强，
虽说主要是因为
我想专注于学业，
其余都是因为我的不坚强。
有些朋友说很可惜，
我说是的，可惜是必然，
但我选择了就不后悔，
从另一方面来讲，
拿回了周末一天，
时间表也变得比较易调性。

之前有在犹豫是否
要打中华明年的公演，
最近开会却十分积极，
我大概把它当成是个结束，
也算是一个新的开始，
过后就大概不再打鼓了，
会以别的形式继续推动
表演及艺术的发展。
也许我说的头头是道？
其实也只是兴趣，
听过祥国的想法，
也有想参与的意思，
本身也从来没忘记
自己的志愿是要在空中翱翔。

今晚的会议绝对是有意义的，
虽然曲目的事情未被确定，
我们聆听了更多的意见，
成果自然就会更好，
这个队伍就会更强，
我说不怕，因为我们有
20年的人海做后盾，
when I say it,
I really mean it :)
大师兄番来啦，感觉依旧，
说真的，我怀念往日，
小小的鼓室， 墙上的涂鸦，
大大碗的一扎绿茶加蜂蜜，
高层6人组的虎克与牛顿，
程辉家大伙儿开会的日子。
现在？大概只能在旁边高唱
我是一只老~老~老~老~鸟。

无论如何，
希望那6位仁兄明天考试顺利-2团！
也祝自己明天拿成绩good luck
爱情不再关我gao,
我还是开心看“广告”:)
哈哈 我真不想开学，
我很多梦~很多梦要发，
很多很多。

Empty

As the topic says,
it's empty, almost,
a lot of words have been typed actually
and then deleted without much hesitation.
I was even thinking that,
leaving it blank may be the best way
to expresse my feeling at the moment.
Stay calm and let Jay Chou's songs to
fade your smiles away, I should have know,
I have no chances at all.

Hooray for my doom day, yeah.
It's time to take my results of last semester
again tomorrow afternoon,
I hope the results are still in the level,
CGPA, don't drop please! First class!
*Praying to Buddha for some blessing ><

Oh yeah, good luck to them,
Hands Trainee 2011,the six guys,
who are having Hands 2 examination
tomorrow morning as well!
It's always good to know
you guys are doing well
although I have left the team,
GARYAO!


Have been trying to write something deep,
but I find it's too difficult to describe them in English,
sigh, let it be, let it be :)

A few words

Have been diving for a while
because of the mountains of exams
and also the overwhelming exhaustion,
well, it's finally over now, my semester 3,
let me to use a few words and some pics
to talk the story I have been through these few weeks.

So, it's back to semester break again now,
but I can say, nothing changes,
I'm still struggling hard,
no much time for me to waste,
EASA exam - Aviation Legislation paper
is on tomorrow morning,
after that is the first interview
with the "Red" in June,
Maths, Physics, English, see?
There are really quite a lot of things
that I have to prepare, not to forget,
IQ Questions ==
 
By the way, recently, I'm developing
"aircraft spotting" as one of my hobbies.
For that reason, I already went to the airports
not less than 5 times, and the lakeside near Runway 32R,
since I came to Nilai University College.
It's fun. Though I'm not a professional photographer.
Anyway, a million thanks to family for everything
and also my senior, Michael, for teaching me all these =)

Oh yeah. For the other fourteen guys,
we have known each other for years,
we have been together for years,
we have played together for years,
truely, I believe we can continue this for years also,
let's garyao, show the world our Blooming 20!
I will give you my heart, can you show me yours?



Emm. It's hot recently,
drink more water, my friends =)