Heaven knows

she's always on my mind,
from the time i wake up
'till i close my eyes
she's everywhere i go
she's all i know

though she's so far away
it's just keeps getting stronger every day
and even now she's gone
i'm still holding on
so tell me where do i start
'cause it's breaking my heart
don't wanna let her go

maybe my love will come back some day
only heaven knows
and maybe our hearts will find their way
only heaven knows
and all i can do is hope and pray
'cause heaven knows

my friends keep telling me
that if you really love her
you've gotta set her free
and if she returns in kind
i'll know she's mine
so tell me where do i start
'cause it's breaking my heart
don't wanna let her go

maybe my love will come back some day
only heaven knows
and maybe our hearts will find their way
only heaven knows
and all i can do is hope and pray
'cause heaven knows

why i live in despair
'cause wide awake or dreaming
i know she's never there
and all these time i act so brave
i'm shaking inside
why does it hurt me so...

maybe my love will come back some day
only heaven knows
and maybe our hearts will find their way
only heaven knows
and all i can do is hope and pray
'cause heaven knows

heaven knows..







Have been attacked again,
By that inexplicable feeling,
While listening to the song,
Tried to type a message,
Thought it would help,
Break the fucking ice,
And rectify every wrong,
Yet found it’s empty,
In my silly little head,
While looking at the name..
Not sure what happened,
Even not willing to find out the answer
that may be unhelpful,
What I’m only clear is
I don’t want to torn apart,
Definitely need some guts,
To bring the truths to light,
It’s not complicated,
Also not very easy..

Just give me a hand,
Save me from the lost mind,
Hold my gushing feelings down,
If you don’t mind.














Need someone to tell me
What I'm doing :)